I thought it would be the last.
Gue udah menahan diri untuk ngga menulis kisah ini seperti yang dulu gue biasa lakukan. Karena somehow, takut merasa pamali, karena semua yang gue tulis berakhir perpisahan. Jadi gue udah berencana, kisah tentang dia akan gue tulis ya saat sudah mencapai happy ending, saat kita sudah terikat secara sah.. But here we are again.. Another heartbreak, another losing.. I lost a life plan. A plan we made for two. A plan that kept us going. A plan that brought us sticking together. A plan that always reminding us that however the situation was, how bad it was, it didn't matter because what mattered the most was us. Sedih? Tentu ada.I never thought this was going to happen, and it was so soon. I used to believe that the next relationship i had after my huge breakup years ago was the last one. That the man I gave all my heart for would be the man standing next to me, spending our lifetime. Banyak tanda tanya besar yang belum terjawab, tapi gue tau ngga akan ada jawabannya.Banyak 'what i...