Hope this is my last period that I get to feel like this.

Just remember that you always deserve to be loved.
You may be feeling like you miss the spark.
Miss the butterfly.
Miss the blushing and flustered moment.
Miss the fun dates.
Miss everything you used to do for two.

But, you must know that you can get it again.
You can feel those magical moment again
At anywhere, at anytime, from anyone.

And it's not supposed to be from the one on your past.
Even when you do flashback about the past, it just mean you miss the spark, now that you are on your own.
It's definitely okay to feel lonely at times, cause we are all only human after all.

You only miss the moment, not the person.
Because you know you always deserve to be treated right.

And the right person won't ever leave you, even when you can't handle yourself.

The right person won't ever give up on you.
And even it will still lead to separation, the right person will always try his best, not afraid to try, not being discouraged and only thinking about being scared of failure that he didn't want to try.
The right person will have a "what if it works?" mindset, not "what if it fails?" mindset that make him too discouraged and insecure to try.

And once again,
you. deserved. to be. treated. right.

You deserve someone who will give his all.
Who will put effort much more than the effort you give to yourself.
Who is afraid to lose you.
Who will spark that positive vibes to each other.
Who always choose you.

And you have to remember,
You can get happiness from yourself.
And you should be happy on your own, so that you shine brighter than you ever were.
So that you will attract only the good things into your life.

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